I miss you

He message me w a text '143' . Awww I'm loving it <3 . But , he's my ex not mine right now . I miss him and I want to couple w him once more . I really want it . But , I don't want because I love mine now . But how can I say to him . How ? IMHDFM . I'm not 'curang' k ? But I love both of them . Mybe I love F more than R because he's my first one . And R is my forever and apways . Mybe I , LOVE THEM TILL MY LAST BREATH . How could I ? Oky I need to think .